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I Am
Lilith, I Am Livid. Livid , yet I livith: I will not live
not. I Am She who will not brook your own betrayal of your
inner force: I Am Composed of that which creates you, that
which sustains you. I Am the Space within your cells. I am
seen as all I have refused to be: I refuse to be Less Than,
to be Subject to, to be Subjected. Relegated to darkness,
I Am the Darkness which Creeps Under all.
Glancing
with false smile in the terrified mirror, you will see your
banished feelings looking over your shoulder, and you will
See Me Livid with rage at your discourtesy, your dishonesty.
I Am All that is missing for a fully lived life; that which
you fear most is what I become, and you fear all that is fecund:
if you fear sex, I am Consummate Seduction; if you fear anger,
a devastating firestorm; if you fear life and death, I Am
Murder. The virago is my gentlest form, and I reserve the
Gift of Her to those who have the sense to Welcome Me.
Know
that Welcome Me you eventually will: I Am Implacable. Ejected
by force, I re-enter subtly through the force of your denial.
The more you deny me, the more force I have. At Critical Mass,
I will and do explode. Then we Shall See Something and then
we Shall Be Somewhere. I Am The One Who Vibrates the dark
and this vibration welcomes light. If you then only worship
that fleeting puny point of light and close your eyes to the
Sovereignty of the Dark and think that I cannot see you, I
Will Shake you. You Will Live Fully.
by Menoukha
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